FREEDOM

Too much of everything is a poison to one's soul. Likewise too much freedom became the reason to do what you want to do. That's why we have by laws and covenant to make us responsible for the use of the so called freedom. Beside of five senses we have additional senses that includes sense of humor and common sense which make us unique compare to animals. If you think you are free to do what you want think first, use your two side of mind and feel your heartbeat to make it right. Your mind and heart should be in harmony with each other. :) :) :)

THANK YOU

I don’t possess any material things. I couldn’t offer any valuable things. Let me offer from the bottom of my heart “thank you”. Your presence makes your humble servant to cry with joy. Remembering my birthday is not my cup of tea, for that I owe you a lot. It reminds me that the day I was born is a blessing despite all odds. I must be grateful that I was born to see and experience the love of precious people like you. Having friends who delight my day, who lift me up when I was down. Thank you, you’re always in my prayer. I couldn’t utter everybody’s name, but you has special place in my heart. Written on those soft spot is a candid memory of precious people. Thank you with your presence my cross became light. If the word thank you can convert itself to diamonds, I’m please to offer it to you. You deserve a precious gift valuable than diamonds. My cries became laughter because of your presence. On this day of my birthday I ask myself “what valuable possessions I have?” Nothing but I have wonderful friends who are so precious and kind. Thorns became roses because of your smiles. Magical moments happen every time I feel your love. Thank you my dear friends for that I extend my love and gratitude to everybody’s arms. I love you all. :) :) :)

SHOUT FOR JOY

You can plan a perfect plan but couldn't plan a perfect weather.

Its a week of action plan the said planning was preoccupied with worries and confusion. The date set was arrived I invited some guest to facilitate the said activities. But on that date out of 10 only two committed people arrived and I was so overwhelm with their commitment I think of postponing our bonding activities but because of them I find ways to push through our bonding moments. Sounds funny but I pray that moment to give me some idea to make the ordinary an extraordinary way. The magic begin yes out of the blue the word star city echoed inside the room. Why not the show must go on. And the plan that was started to collapsed refresh itself it just started because of the two faithful and committed people. Now their is no plan what we think is to enjoy and savor that moments. We get tickets (all ride you can + magic snow). First we ride at the head banging galore, and next is the viking ride which throw my stomach out tsskkkk.. One, two, three shout, ahhhhhhhhh "put me down" said one of the rider. We have acrophobia but we conquer our fear of height its a challenge to face your fear. And when your there you couldn't sigh but shout out loud. Next is the surf dance where it throw my internals....huh haha. hu so challenging but after this yes we made it. Next the star flier wherein it make me close my eyes out of fear that after this I'm still alive, sounds funny. We also ride in the splashing boat, wow amazing it slides from up, down and wheeeeewwww.... We also ride a pirate of the caribbean that after this you could tell the arts and culture of the pirates. The magic garden made us all laugh because the coordinator of that booth is simply good with his marketing magic words like after you've gone their you feel like your one of the goddesses of beauty. We also went to the winter snow where it was really cold. All castle, displays are made of ice. A real snow, we slide through the ice amazing. Next we also goes to the screaming haunted house shout and shout. I couldn't count. For all this thing I've realized to enjoy of being human alive, kicking, shouting, laughing with the cool and funny people.

THIS DOOR IS CLOSED USED THE OTHER DOOR

Its the first day of mission class :) Excited ! Need to have more energy and enthusiasm. From Ground floor to 3/F I have to run manually save energy :). Look at the watch I'm fifteen minutes late. I knock all doors estimated 10 doors except for this door with sign board "THIS DOOR IS CLOSED USED THE OTHER DOOR" I have to used my last dead end resort. Ouch! my goodness what a sign this is it the door with the big signboard "THIS DOOR IS CLOSED USED THE OTHER DOOR" is the room I'm looking for and to my surprise its widely open. Thanks to a) being heard headed? b)Not following instruction c)my intuition. Well all of the above all rules has its exception. It taught me a lesson to go for what you want even there are many obstacle. Sometimes you have to open the closed door, but it should start at yourself. Open your heart to the unbounded blessings. Face your fears. Yes your a born winner, you can make it. All the raw materials is in your hands. Don't believe when others said you can't make it. Believe in your inner power that you can make it and act the way you think. Thanks God for the grace and mercy for being patient with me. Here I am ready to conquer my fears.
This week I was physically sick. My head is like a rocky road, my tears flow naturally because of pain. I'm shivering with colds. During this times I always tell to myself you can make it, its nothing. I was asleep and I dreamed of children smiling at me sharing their dreams . Oh! their pure smile, their twinkling eyes. I need to wake up this children gives me new hope. As I wake up like a little child I'm excited for another new day, this life offer. I'm still alive nothing can hinder me to achieve this dream entrusted in my heart. Here I am, I am nothing without You. There are times that I want to quit but please keep holding me. Don't allow this little creature to be in vain........:)